I want my life back!

It has been quite a long time, I didn't really sit and blog.

I suppose, my life is no longer interesting as before it is. Keeping myself in silence, in another world in which i thought there would be peace but in fact it is another story to me. People taking things for granted and most of the times, fly kites.

Day by day, life has been so meaningless.. and only work and work joining me, let it be day or night. Perhaps not,my night joining friends (the same old faces every night) yam cha, bao tao. I recap and see the past 2 months, what the fuck have i really done? NOTHING! I think that day when I went to see what can i help bro ritchie, a hint from May might be quite true. "There is no other thing to do meh every night bao tao". What do i get in return? get fucked for being "so hai" for poor playing ? for reading news about toys? This is absolutely crazy.

damn sien...sien.. sien...

The only gain i had was having good time with my family and a chance for me to make a comeback for UOL.. A blessing tho. My hope and everything is now on coming MITF.

I need to get my community, network of friends back. I swear I will get my life back and fulfill my commitment towards a success in MITF.