Hello Blog. It has been really some time......

It is 11.11.11.. A special day to make a mark.

Wow... reading back old stories, old posts gave me mixture of feelings..

It has been some time since my last post in 2009.. O.M.G 2009, 2 years I have not been blogging. I think I have missed lots of good stories and happenings these 2 years. Hope it is not too late to start a fresh one. Fresh post sending 2011 off and welcome 2012.

Where should I start? hmmph.... I just type whatever, whichever come to my mind.

Well, still the same old me, working hard building vision into dreams but after so many years, I do not see any good results yet. In dilemma. After the MITF, I have been really into pause mode. Passion gone, Energy lost. Oh ya.. Just like the lazy song: Don't feel like doing anything..

Maybe.. Maybe I am tired or could be disapointed with myself. Too high hope perhaps and didn't meet my expectation. True enough what one has not experienced, one will never understand in print. Even if I shared this with someone, he/she might not understand. They only see me, an emo person. Nevertheless, whenever I watch the MITF video, browsing through the Facebook page, i feel proud of myself. I am proud to say, It is MY effort, MY job.

But decided, a change of hand, change of face. It is time to let go and put faith in my co-founder to run the show. Hopefully, he can managed it well or even better.

I am just a lucky bastard. On and off there has been quite a number of head hunt packages for me. Surprisingly even my ex boss, offered me to head the Guinness Anchor HERO Project. Not only that, some clients and friends gave me opportunity to work with; Love Wedding, BBW, Petronas, ING. I am delighted.. I am happy because there is someone who valued my passion and my work.

All are good packages. I am thinking which one I should go for. Petronas gave me short period of time to consider, i turned down the offer. Yesterday, I turned down my ex boss offer to head the GAB project after long and serious consideration. He SMSed me: "Nick I'm very upset with you" & "You are very dissapointing".. This 2 statement reminds me about what my ex colleague cautioned me.... 见高捧，见低踩 . I feel it is a blessing in disguise. I see your true colors. Not to offend or to talk something bad about him but I thought, you should be wishing me best instead. It is my choice.

So what next? I started Moving Minds this year, partnering my long working partner/bro Calvin. Not sure if we can move minds to make this company grow into something but it is a new vision to be. I think now it is about injection of trust.

I find myself more like a ghost floating without soul. I really do not know what shall I do, or what to do. The good thing, I have good poeple around me. Lucky bastard... yeah i know but i really thankful because they are the one who standby me, gave me pat on my back and tell me "You can do it", even better, "We are born to shine". I always believe whenever god closes one door, he will open another.

Seriously, I am kinda confused. Not kinda, I AM confused. I have been thinking why some people, they con, they scam but they earn good money, good living but for people who has been working so hard, still struggling, still working hard to earn just for a living. I even plan to start a concept. But it just doesn't work. It just not me. Maybe it is destiny, that i have to work like a cow to earn and be someone. Never mind, I am glad, I found my right direction back after talking to some good people.

Relationship... No status updates in these 3 years. I think i still paranoid. Guess this is what people always say: Karma. The best part is most of my ex-gfs, they are married and gave birth. =.='''. Anyway I really happy to see them doing good now. And it is time to buck up and get into relationship. Yuhoo.. Where are all the good girls gone?

Circle of friends.. Seems like i need to expand my network.. Best to build team of marketing people. How beautiful is the day that is touched by love.. I wish everyone who happens to read my blog. Happy 11.11.11. Cheers