Time Flies, I am Alive

It almost coming an end of another week. Time really flies. GoD! My head swings and damn pain, no interesting show in the TV, raining outside, i can't go anywhere PLUS i am now coming to the situation of half blinded! See things blur blur, back pain, neck pain head pain luckily, muh brather not pain! And now i at home, sitting right in front of muh lappie thinking what should i do.What else? Blog lo...

Recap what i do in the past days of this week. ermm... alright, the last was about going singapore but eventually din make it. Sigh, so end up going through a dull and boring weekends! Only on sunday night time, i hang out with muh friends- Fei Hung & Alex Lim. 3 of us when it should be 4 of us, the other one-JJ, didnt pick up the phone, we guess, he slept dy.. We went to the Look Out Point-Gasoline and have tea.. Since is all with birds, there is nothing much for me to elaborate, coz i feel kinda Gay! =.= but it was EXCITING and SCARY.. Argh.. sure exciting and scary la.. Alex was the one driving.. (can start imagine......) , he din switch on the car lights, driving 80-100kmph going down the hill if u guys been there, you all would know PLUS it was raining that time! Fu Yoh!!!!! Wa and Fei Hung mau nangis! It was a blessing.. We reached home safely.

My Jasmine Honey Tea Fei Hung's Jasmine Tea Hot
Alex's Ice Lychee

Our Snack of the day!
Me, Myself Cam Whore

Alex: Apa Mau Makan? Fei hung: Yes! I know what I wan

For monday, there isn't anything much, oh yes.. went out movie with calvin. We went to sunway TGV and watched the movie- Max Payne.. Nice movie.. After movie, we met up with Shing, Rain and Fei Hung at BBQ Plaza. After filing up our stomach, as usual, we went for bowl. I only played 2 games that night. There isn't anything much that night. Only kinda down and not in the good mood.. I am thinking what's wrong with me that night!

And day goes on quietly and peacefully.... until yesterday night (thursday).. went to sports planet for badminton. I guess after so many years of playing badminton, this is my first time falling and knocked my head. We were playing as usual. I part with Alex playing against Shing and Calvin. I missed my steps to stand still after my overhead smash and end up fall and *doop* head knocked on the floor. I went off a while unconscious, blurred but it was just for a short period of time, until i got back a clear visual and rest a while before i drove to the clinic nearby my house and get consultation from doctor.. I guess it is nothing serious, coz for now i still have visual, and there isn't any symptoms as what mentioned by the doctor. if there is...i guess, i have to go for a scan later on... What a day... sigh... All of sudden, came into my mind.. 'What happen if I just die like that?' choi!!! Touched Wood!!! There are still a lot for me to do.. I can't just die like that! alex took some pic of me.. see see.. glad i am still alive!

The HAPPINESS flow-chart

There are no pre-requisites for this, other than an open mind.......(... drum roll..... ) Life Purpose -> Emotion -> Motion -> Growth -> Fulfilment -> HAPPINESS

Life Purpose: The more powerful and clear your life purpose, the more motivation you will start to generate. The clearer picture you create of this purpose (in your mind), the more focused your subconscious mind on achieving the result. Your subconscious mind actually work 24/7 to provide you with whatever you focus on most. Thus, the clearer your picture, the less confusion there is about what you really want. So don't picture rain clouds if you wan sunshine.

Emotion: Now emotion is generated by the reasons that you have for wanting you special purpose. If you have extremely compelling reasons for achieving a particular life purpose, you will build up much greater motivation or emotional energy. Great reasons equal great motivation.

Motion: Making things RIGHT!! (Nick).It is right and potent combinaton to have both Nike & Adidas together in this by having in our mind- Just Do It & Impossible is Nothing. Clear mindset with purpose leads us to the right path and motion.

Growth: Growth is not something that is good to experience or great once in awhile. It is actually something that we absolutely must have to feel joy in life. In the plant world, I am sure that you know what happens to a plant that stops growing; It starts to die. Sorry to sound melodramatic, but I wanted to highlight the point If yu do nt have a sense that you are growing in life- spiritually, physically, mentally or emotionally, the chances are that you feel as through there is something missing n your life or that "something just not right".

Fulfilment: Now get to the end. One of the principles results that we are seeking in life whether it is consciously or unconsciously is a sense that we are living a life of purpose and meaning. A feeling that we are moving forward, that we are becoming better people, we are doing what we need to do connect most fuly with ourselves and all of those people around us. It is fulfilment that will create that smile on your face or sense a deep inner calm.

To the end, I just want to share a little definition of happiness. Everyone have their own 'DEFINITION' on Happiness. What's yours? My comment box is open for all, let's share ideas on this. As illustrated by Aristotle: 'Man is goal seeking animal. His life only has meaning if he reaching out and striving for his goals'.

I knew it sounds crazy in middle of morning!

I find myself struggling with words this morning, trying to express how I feel. I'm missing someone. I'm missing the little things we talk or chat. doink doink ..

nvm heading to bed.. Nitez...

(for the one who always think i tease/bully her)

~Rain~

Peeps..!! Another day-raining like cats and dogs.. Got nth to do while waiting for the rain to STOP!! at the same time, singing *rain rain go away, come again another day* wtf!!! and guess what ??? the rain getting much more heavier than before -.-

alright.. i just finished looking at muh stuff/work arr and is... ok! phew,FINALLY.. go on! i've damn lots of ideas running now. OH SHIT!!!!! I missed out the Global Peace Festival!! Nevermind.. To ease myself, I'm juz gonna tell myself: "Yeeee... Raining la... How to go?" Tatz shldn't be the way but can't help! Tomolo LOoRrr... Must Go!!

Showered with Good News & Bad One's!! @lways!!! Good thing, I am absolutely free on weekends! No date! No Outing! No entertainment! NTH !!! so.. DATE me peeps!!! (sounds absolutely desperate for A date!). I am suppose to be heading down to Singapore @gain! What the heck !!! YES!!!! Singapore babes... To meet up HELLO KITTY!!

This one? ABSOLUTELY NOT!!!! This one BETTER

GOODBYE KITTY c/t HELLO KITTY

But.. Very unfortunate.. that's not the HQ, and and and now.. dunno wanna cancel or not! coz i've promised rit kor kor, cherry, vimal, kane.. and unofficial confirmations -.- that NICK is coming down to JB & Singapore!! *scratching d head* haiz.. most probably also NO ler.. *sob* *sob* Sorry Guys!! Haiz.. Reconfirm tonite! Rain stops~~ TIme to go!! 2TBC : To Be Continue & To Be Confirm. Ciaoww!

Sushi Days Out!!!

Time now 12:44am. Cooling nite, after raining like cats and dogs for whole day long.. No cool plans .. Nothing.. Staying at home watching astro, friendstering, msn chatting with dear hamster , Julius, a new fren:Sin Teng & Cherry. Each and every was talking about different topics.. that makes my day, a colourful day..

Whole day was crapped. Bz-ing for the coming exhibition. Now i am wondering, Are We gonna make it? Cross our fingers .. we do! One man show which made me fully fucked up sometimes.. Lone-ranger?Perhaps!! Kind of heavy. I am so tired! Nonetheless, no choice... AGAIN!!! Mid valley. In a week time, i wonder how many times i appeared in Mid Valley. Kinda bored man!!

yesterday mv, today mv. Is just that yesterday went there for movie. Fu yoh.. Watched Eagle-Eye.Damn cun.. just like all the others told me, nice !! good!! geng !! bla bla bla. .... the story goes on...

After getting what's supposed to be done, i am so freaking bored.. looking at the time, it was just 4pm. OMG! So slow... how the hell i am gonna passed the time... reasons? i got date with my bro and mom .. Sushi days out! Bonanza dey... BUT... our appointment is 7pm. -.- ''' doink doink

So so. went to Borders @The Gardens, thinking of getting latest mags to kill the time. And here it goes, Passions, Prestige, KLue, Tatlers, and some others .. cant remember the name.. to read! Impress with the contents.. pictures,the highlights, the people..they are just simply.. GORGEOUS... FANTASTIC! And these got nth to do with me.. What captured my attention was the big book which compiled everything about toys!! FOOO YOH ... the price lagi cantik. Worth or not? No idea ler. Finish with all the mags, it was just 5pm and thus, decided to move on to MPH. As i walked towards the entrance, straight forward, would be the law section. Sigh. The latest edition gave rise to a simplified to me. I am way far behind. I know, i still managed to catch up if i want to! Another hour gone!

I then drove to KL Sentral to meet my bro and mum there for sushi.. Raining like dogs and cats... I am unable to get down of the car.. since there is still time, I sat inside the car, doing nothing and worst thing is, u know human loves to think.. think of nonsense. devil is here again questioning the angel. Law or Business? Choose 1.. Debate goes on.. till the time for sushi. argh!!! nvm. come back to this later~~

Met up with my mom and bro and headed to Sooka KL Sentral - new complex opposite kl sentral, hunting for sushi king . Jeng jeng jeng.. Managed to took some of the pics..

after sushi.. apa lagi.. pay money la.. introducing our boss of the day! (drums beating....) Mr Chris Tan... That's the end of the nite, we headed home and here I am.. Msn chatting, blogging and NOW we are back to the argument between the angel and devil.. Law or Business? any suggestion peeps?? What's next??

*Highlights*

currently i am chatting with yenny & my long lost bro:fadhir. my bro suggested to add in some uncover stories such as rumours and scandals. hoho.. a new stories coming to your way! special thanks to Fadhir and brought to you by Nick. Special Combo with headlines, keh poh keh poh news from Singapore & Malaysia.. dun play play ar... Bro Fadhir & Me @ Singapore: Good Old Days

The night is absolutely full of wonders & surprises .. Oops!!! It should be morning tho.. Good Morning People... Time now is 4:15am and i am still here.. -.- bringing u all the latest highlights. OMFG!!! I want sleep!!! I better crawl to bed now. i definately become zombie as i've forgotten, I gotto fetch my bro at 7am later.. chiowwww.....

Muh Saturday

Saturday.. What a boring saturday.. The whole day.. AGAIN!!!! I've been sleeping.. Just like BaBi... Still feeling unwell.. an excuse? well well.. u decide.!

Nth special... only received sms from Sue Ling, and calls from Babi Kelly & April... Both also kacau me pigging. -.- ''' . Nonetheless, i am happy to received calls and sms from u guys.. at least i know, there are people who still will suddenly think of nicky here.. doink! doink!

the night begins after dinner... all of the sudden.. my dad asks me out for a movie.. fuyoh! yes! My Dad-Mr.Tan invited me to join him for a movie. Hoo- Huh of the year (tai kin see).. hmm before i say yes, i was thinking.. must be something one, how come so good suddenly ask me go for movie. too bad. mum doesn't wanna go..

We went to Times Square and watched the movie - Fury. A Thai movie which is talking about The consciousness of each "special child" has a unique ability or skill inside since birth. It is called a "gift". A special child like "Zen" (Jija Yanin), whose mother "Sin" (Som Amara) is in the final stages of leukemia, could never have known that trying to exercise the rights of her mother will lead her mother and herself into an unknown world. Because her mother used to be an important woman of Number-8 (Off Pongpat), the leader of the most powerful and terrifying Mafia gang in Thailand. Consequently, her journey is a key factor leading to the confrontation between Number-8, of the Thai Mafia gang, and Masashi (Hiroshi Abe), a key member of Japanese Yakuza, who tries to protect Zen and her mother. It seems that the only way Zen has is to use her fighting gift to protect her mother. Overall , i think it is a good movie if u guys love action movies.

D' Movie Tickets

after movie, we went old town..as usual.. Xi Mut Tea & my dad had his old time favourite... Nan Yang Kopi O. Oh yes.. not forgotten the Egg Toast with honey.. Perfect combination.. End of this.

One thing i am fucking dissatisfied. I just hate the way of services provided now in Old Town Taman Midah. One year ago, the services compared to now.. it is hell lots of different.Now before u even finish ordered, they just walked off. The other thing is, the way they passed you the knife and fork, they just threw on the table and walked off just like that! What the fuck? All these while I've been old town supporter, but now, i guess, i have to reconsider of going there. Using foreign worker.. this is the disadvantages. I dun care where u from.. Vietnam, Bangla, India, if so unhappy, just fucked off back to your damn bloody country. Damn pissed off! This is the difference of services: before and after estabishment. Standing in the point of the company, they might not know about this, but I guess, they should do something on this. Even companies like KFC, Pizza Hut, Ayamas, have champ check on their outlets to maintain, better quality of services.

wtf!! seems like my complain is much more longer.. time now is 2.10am and I am still having a good chatwith Diana.. a friend from jkt-indonesia. sharing of ideas,things about her business and songs by Jay Chau. *aiks* aiks* I glad to have you as friends ya and looking forward meeting in Indonesia.. permisi..perkenalkan kawan baru gua.. Friend of the day:- Diana. p/s:mohon ampun ya.. curi curi ambil dari friendster.

At the same time.. i am sms-ing with kelly. Pity her, suffering inside the bus on the way back from Thai now. hoho.. lots of complaints i heard from her.. *let me imagine her situation now*.. at 1st wanna pee.. but no place to, then half of the bus stuffed with banglas causing difficulties in breathing, hmm and later on air-cond was switched off! Ok.. thats is the scenario and it is so.... TORTURING.. that's y.. she is so du lan to the max! wakaka.. sorry wey nick wanna help u.. but tak terdaya coz u are so far away .. i am waiting and looking forward to hear from you! must be lots of interesting stories.. ish ish..

hmm.. almost 3am now. i am still chatting and i am going to off from blogging.. the new day has come. i am looking forward and see, what's up next hours of muh SUNDAY this week. Cheers!!