A New Chapter Is About To Begin

Feel Odd. Facing this square box again. Well well.. I juz finished reading my older post. My goodness.. Everything was just like a dream. I guess, so many things happened in the year 2007. Should i be please..but definately, it will be a mirror to reflect what i should do and what i shouldn't. 2007 is time to conclude full of dissapointment than happiness. And only December tend to be a new starting point, hopefully. I do put hope, effort in everything i do. Is just, it is not as what i expected.

So starting with yesterday-Tuesday. Oh supposingly, i have classes from 10-5pm. but too bad. nick gotto escaped from it. It is not my wish to do but there are much more important things to handle. I had meeting with Racheal from CLS for a contract with Ambank. Wow... i guess due to some policy reason, i cant disclosed anything more..the contract is there for me, for my company. I guess it has been some time, no news, downfall. And now is time for me for a come back. Oh.. there is someone commented about my co name. Well well.. i admit. is lame using my own name to start up with- Nick Marketing but any problem with it? haha..

Then, i received calls from Rain and Christine. Sorry to say.. i am late. I told both of them, i will be reaching latest at 3.30pm but too bad. Time flies really fast. Jam somemore where i am stucked in Puduraya.. damn.. thanks to the police who is directing the traffic. Reached KLCC at 430pm if i am not mistaken. Met up with Christine who had been waited for me in front of Romp.. eh eh.. here got things to share.. omg. got leng lui MAN!! Si beh Leng!! No joke. The eye balls almost drop out. She is covered up ok.. dun get me wrong. not sexy at all. Is just that her eyes is damn cun la.. i just cant stop looking at her.. pai seh.. haiz.. cant help k.. then bought Auntie Anne. oh .. they have a new flavour- Choc Eclair . erm.. According to Christine, is nice. but for me.. so so only.. coz.. erm.. hard to describe.. "watt tatt" , err sing ... oh.. the sugar one is nice which i had it after my meeting. then accompanied Rain to settle her Maxis stuffs... bad luck for her.. phone stolen dy a nightmare.. mana eh jai,the fellow use the phone to make calls, from my understanding, the total payment over the limit was RM500. Pity pity.. Sorry to hear that..

Thinking that meeting is at 5pm with Mr Guan Xiang. Christine and i rushed back to the office. Mana tau.. 6pm only start. Anyway, learned a lot from the meeting. Woo.. i like Ah Gu's stories, coz it do reflects the reality of life. Some people just love listening to others, who have not professionals or know a bit of some info. The meeting was till 830pm. Shit.. Here, really sorry for Christine coz she have her church meeting at 8pm.. hmm.. late jor.. i even told her i can fly so she can back on time.. pai seh...Then after fetching her back,i settled down in Old Town .. yes OLD TOWN.. my favourite but now .. err.. trying to limit from OLD town jor.. Coz Auntie Rain say wanna yam cha wo.. since i am there, mai yam cha lo.. Good also geh. while waiting for her, i had the opportunity to type my law coursework. Damn. Assignment also not done yet.. haiz.. *shake head*... wanna pengsan dy.. One DOWN!! Means finish one dy. 3 to go.

Then have a talk with Rain..well.. nth special. i am looking forward for some comments. At first, i was thinking to quit my studies AGAIN!! well this time is because, i will have a lot of projects in hand coming Jan 2008. Will be BUSY Definately....wondering should i celebrate or should i burst out my tears. Damn Stress.. To choose studies and career which is not for anyone else but for myself, my company. an opportunity to rebuild. Well.. i guess. no matter how hard.. i gotto complete each and every of my tasks. Damn tough. Damn tiring. Working round the clock really make me worn out.No life.. Either Work or Studies. I cant afford losing anything dy. I really afraid of the feeling happened 6 months ago when i am nothing. lost everything in just one month. And is a blessing, it is past. Whatever i lost before this, i rebuild and recovered it back in 6 months. Once there is someone said to me.. 6 months cant be doing anything. I am sorry. I dissapointed u. 6 months from nth, now at least better. My effort most is now into work work , studies, studies. no time for anything else. i guess this is the longest period of time, i am not attached to anyone. ha ha. Havent met the right person. 2008 is just few days from now. Damn. Jan will be the hell month for me. Whole month Mock Exam, Revision and Exam. I guess. In Jan, focus has to be in studies, less in work. I will assign someone to take charge. I cant be superman, although i used to be Batman "sleeping late always"..

Time now is 4am .. once again..time to bed dy. Later will be another day to fight for. pray for a better offer and contract. hmm hmm.. i believe in one thing. to achieve something, we must dare to dream, dare to fail, dare to try. So what failure.. failure just give us opportunity to learn.. to be more stronger. For all my partners... BE More Aggresive if u wanna a better future.. Appreciate and commit to be the best. No free lunch in this world, No Pain No Gain. never forget OSAI WASAO- Others see as impossibility, We all see as opportunity. We are the BEST!! A new day is born. YEAH!! Nitez.

We are Family.

It has been some time, juz like wat cla wrote in the chat box, i've been MIA a while.
Well... everything begins from the moment, i put down my past. Though is not years back but this is enough to make me grow and see some progress in me. Well lets move on, to the recent things i committed with ya.

2 words to describe everything-damn busy... Since i started back my studies, oh my god, i find that i have no enough time. 24 hours a day.. boh cukup.. at first, my class suppose to be on monday and thursday frm 2pm to 9pm.. siao man.. then added 2 more days which is on friday and sat. Shit la! But anyway, no choice, i have to beared with it and get through it. I told myself. I MUST get through. I must grad in 2009. argh.. enough bout studies. i have my plans and i am confident that i will get through.

Besides thats, of coz i am fully committed with my work. well well. as usual.. i found myself back and i am absolutely enjoy this kind of lifestyle although is tiring but it tends to be worthy. Is me, 2 years back but this time different.Here in fact, nothing much to talk about. Is just that i am happy as i see growth and progress among my partners. Results not there yet but i see efforts.. I would wanna say Thank You. Thank You for being with me, walking & fighting hand in hand with me to strive for what we always hunger for, and also for the trust.

In fact a week ago, i went for training in Batam, Indonesia. well well.. at first, i thought i might be just trainings where we just sit and listen to speakers or trainers presenting their experience.. NO!! I am absolutely wrong. Is not like wat i thought of. I really benefit a lot from this training. It started with getting to know our groups and team members, introducing ourselves. then we moved on to communications among team members, team building and unity. Bear in mind, Unity is Strength. The strength we have together, holding tight among ourselves, we will overcome each and every obstacles we encounter.

But, one thing i learned deep in heart is the "Karma Game" .. Is a game, where we are provided with bread, a tube of wasabi, a bottle of tobasco, and a bottle of mustard. What we gotto do, is to present, give it to someone u "boh song", hate, dislike or offended u. I really tot it was a game, while i am thinking who should i give it to, or shall i eat myself .. and here it comes.. juz like a small little bulb appeared in my mind *thinkk* yeah.. he is the one. then i looked at alex.. oh we have the same person on our mind, then who knows, chau yean also.. We was told, the more u hate the person, make him suffered by eating the 3 "shit" ..

At first, i put kinda shallow, but more on wasabi. But the moment i saw" the person" we present it to, siao man.. he put like nobody's business. who eat the one he make.. shit man! and it was specially made for Chau Yean and Alex. It started with anger. MCB. wan like tat meh. play play only ma... Chau Yean and Alex also DL seeing it, so do i. In my perception that time, i told alex, i wanna let "him" know, dont bully my 'son'.. (Chau Yean).. What u do to him, i will seek "revenge" on behalf. So without considering much, we are really out of our mind that time. We top up the bread with the 3"shits" like nobody's business. Some help us up by topping up, some advised us not to do so.. is freaking crazy!! yeah .. we knew bout it.. but that moment, we si beh happy and enjoy. We took pictures with our 'speciality' .. and the time has come. until our trainer asked everyone to stop. He cried in front saying to all of us- " Why is this happening in your team? " I am not sure about others, that time, i wonder why he say so. He asked why among brothers and sisters seems like killing one another. we kept ourselves silence. really. we got nth to say. Until the moment, he told us, that the god is always fair to us. What we do to other people, it will come back to us one day. It is what we called KARMA!! The god say, today what u make, what u put in the bread, you should eat it back yourself. After he said so. Looking at Chau yean, and Alex.. OMG. WTF. Eat this shit in front of me? No matter how regret we are, everything was too late. We should be responsible for all our actions. We start eating. Oh! It reminds me of Fear Factor. I think i rather eat cockroaches and insects rather eating the homemade "shit". When i am eating, i saw my members were crying. They asked me to stop, and divided it among themselves. They ate the "shit" made by me together. We finished up and we puke together in the toilet. That moment, a strong far more than friendship feeling i have..A feeling of brothers and sisters. I am thinking If this happened outside, will my friends help me out, eat it up together? Even Chau Yean gotto finished up himself alone the bread! I am so touched. cant hold my tears. hugging them together, with what all i can do, is to say I'm Sorry for being so blind and not rational in dealing the matters and Thank You Brothers. I learned one thing. Feeling ANGER and REVENGE , make us take action blindly which eventually, we have to be responsibile for the action taken. Today we ate the "shit" but in reality, it is not just that simple and easy thing to be. I am not sure if "you" who are reading this feels that it might be funny.. True enough .. It might be sad.. It might be a joke... Honestly, this is life. Before i blog it here, i told few of my friends, my partners... Some laughed at us.. I accept it because i got no choice but to admit that, we just love seeing other ppl suffers. When other is suffering, it tend to be our laughing(happiness or enjoyment). Hardly or should i say None understand the pain we gone through which now make us as one family stronger, and make us really grow to see things maturely.. Taking this opportunity, i would like to thank to my brothers and sisters Wei Qing, Serene, Avan, Alan, Renting, Eagle, and Zhi Qian (Group 6) , alex , chau yean n everyone in the trip.. a lot to list out...

On the same day itself, that was the day, i lost a lot of 'water' in me. oh ya.. i broke into tears. i hold on, telling myself. NO! I am strong. I won't cry. Unexpected, i cant hold. It was not because of the "shit" i ate. It was on the second part later on. I guess only that day Chau Yean, Alex and my team members knew bout it. Kinda personal to me before this. All the while, i kept it to myself because it tend to be one of my regrets which i used it as my motivation to keep my spirit alive.. summarise it.. in terms of studies, parents, relationship and my business, DCHL. I came to a lot of obstacles, unforseen circumstances. Phew. finally the day has come for me to throw everything out.. I stand as one at the moment. It makes me think back the moment, i decided to quit DCHL, everything is gone! In just one day, for all my 2 years efforts, my sacrifices, my partners, my dreams dissapeared. That was the time, i lost my track, that was the time i even lost my relationship. Thats the moment, i faced every challenge alone. No one to go, No one to share, With guilt because i created a lot of corpse down me, although they didnt blame me, even they do, i might not know, i feel so sorry. I used 3 months to rebuild my confidence, to bring myself back. started a gift shop didnt last long.. some said, i hangat hangat tahi ayam. whatever, but sorry to say i am not, i just cant cope with it. my confidence dropped stimultaneously. total lost. tot of going back to DCHL at first, coz i am rebuilding my confidence.. sucks. much more dissapointment. and till i committed myself in EGA.. I see a new hope. A New Day Is Born. Something which is too good to be true but it is true. I have brothers and sisters now with me. I see progress and growth in all of us. I told my brothers and sisters, walk, run and fight with me. None of u all will be left behind. Give confidence in me and trust me. We shall together face challenges and obstacles around us. I put this in action. The message that i sent to all of you, if it is still with u read it when u are down or if not, view my blog here. I will do what i can. REMEMBER that we are family, we are not only partners or friends,we are brothers and sisters, together we hand in hand and remember,U all are not alone. Our brothers and sisters (Winnie Kung, Nick Chong, Clarissa, Chau Yean, Eric, Peik Har)I promise no one is to be left behind, if u are willing to give me your hand, Lets Hold Tight !!

I dont believe that people have no dreams. maybe they have no confidence in it, Maybe they have forgotten, maybe they are afraid to make it live because of failure once. Failure gives great experience. Failure once doesnt mean forever. I can stand up once again, why not U? For friends who doesnt dare to dream, when is the time? Believe me, the only time for us to venture into new things is only during out youth time. When we are old, we cant afford to venture into new things as we will have more responsibility waiting for us. Start when Young!!
Remember OSAI WASAO - Others See As Imposibility, We all See As Opportunity.

time now was 2.20am ..n of coz it is consider early of the morning. juz back frm kota damansara with jason & felice. cant sleep. too many things in head. huh. meeting someone who gave lot of cash to us. cash in terms of informations. so pleased and never expected as people around me always say, rich people r selfish, wont share their secret success recipe. frm now on, i would ask the people who say so.. are u sure? ding.. it was a pleasure having the chance sitting with oldtown boss . oldtown boss leh. 72 outlet in whole msia.. heard of it? oh man.. i only tot of going old town spending and i used to tell a fren of mine, i make a camp there, coz in 7 days a week.. almost 6 days i am there. the 1st question to me was... do u know what is behind me before having old town?

we shared a lot of things. the shocking one is tips on starting up where he invited us to JV with him. JV mann.. jason, felice and me was like ..woo ok... how much we need to JV.. hmm the one in Taman Midah, the total of 1mil at least but now, if anyone wanna take over tmn midah old town, get ready 2.5~3mil. walao.. the one in kota damansara which we are sitting there, start up cost was 500k. now it worth of 1.25mil. only opened for 8 months wtf... so back to JV... felice asked for the amount needed if we JV, guess how much .. come come.. ding ding ding. is 600k. location would be in sg buloh, 2500sq ft at least. 1 yrs to break even. walao.. with 4 of us JV, one alone need at least 150k. =.='''. we was like~!@#$% no comment. hello 150k= thousand not hundred leh. oh my goodness. we told him this amount is BIG!! he say one thing, which i find is true. he asked us: Have u ever thought u earning 100k ? When? How? Of coz three of us, our answer is yes coz we are all into investment and business. Good for us but what about others. He say cin cai ask a normal people in the walk of life; wanna earn 100k, what will be the answer like ? majority answer,YES, during my dream time, siao, or ppl tot u crazy, or ppl will think u day dreaming. Who really go and plan, working it out? maybe 2 out of 10. Is good to have plannings and dreams, but it would be the biggest regret as well, the time u laying on your coffin when u din even try it out before, having not to know what is the feeling like, wat is it like. Not everyone think like tat. We born with nothing, so what are we afraid of. Think what will be the worst scenario~~ The answer will be no other than FAILURE ... People are just so scared of failure.. well this is not against anyone. i admit, i am one of this kind. well who dont .. but as what he told us, failure guide us to the right path and road of success. without failure, there wont be success. is just matter of time.

After hearing what he shared with us. it reminds me of the night incident with shing and rain on the same day. i think, wont be nice i name the place. In this place, it was nth at the beginning, until we entered and looking around, suddenly there is a guy we knew,confronted me and asked, wat the hell i am doing there. i suppose, u should be in other place wo =.=''' . that moment i was like.. what the fuck? who are u to asked me this kind of question. people in 3rd floor also din say anything, but u people, freaks talked so much. nvm. then asking about co-operation if wan, come back but before that, get permission wo.. saying we back also no say hi, this and that. to me all was rubbish. even if i wanna co-operate also not with fakers, i rather joined the big family of others also not u people lo.. so called family, friendly, nice and helpful.. nah.. see my middle finger? we all got eyes to see, got the heart to feel it. damn it. thinking back is like so my stupid listen to bible there. shld juz walked off. funny thing is when i got message frm someone inside as my spy.. u all know why i say these people are fakers? no doubt ,not all.. okie.. but the fact, there is ma.. the reason is they are afraid, we back to get people wo.. ding ding ding.. ja dao. at 1st yes. kinda fired up but after thinking alone in the car, we shld be happy. they afraid of us in fact so trying to talk cock there. aiks.. dun wan talk bout this dy. kinda dissapointed.

whatever it is. i believe that we cant control, what we can do was just doing our own part, and make our dreams come true. no harm trying coz what we have is youth. we still young. if we fail now, we still can start all over again. But when the age getting older, we dare not simply try because we tend to have commitment, we tend to think more and afraid even more, which eventually, we get nothing .. nobody is going to be responsible on our future, but only ourselves. today the chapter was business studies and philopsophy of success. happy coz not all and always have this chance of learning from big boys out there who is earning crazy amounts. thx to felice and jason bringing me such an great opportunity tonight . In fact there a lot more, taught and shared but due to the time factor.. and i am sleepy neway.. i guess shared till here 1st ya.. brain nt working dy ..so ending here, wishing u all the best and good nite ya.~~ oops.. supposed to be morning lo.. whatever... GOOD MORNING people..!!! cheers ~~ :>

juz feel like blogging after MIA~ missing in action ya. back to studies. student life huh..no comments. fun and stress also. only land law and evidence is able to take me for a "high" ride. wtf...

land is so bulky.. damn agree wif cathy. *swing* swing* .. evidence too many things to establish and prove. y cant those ppl make life easier. according to the WHO research, lawyers die in young ages. i guess this might be the factor. ha ha.

Did i freak u people out ? we are discussing bout the issues on lawyers. we (me & cathy) find out that lawyers tend to be "guai lann".. hard to please ...wtf.

Putting my hands up shows i am totally damn agree wif it, becoz clients always no. 1 (ONE) "guai lann". oh no.. cut the crap .. swt =.='''

got to get my ass done 1st.. oh ya. my ass.. people. is assignment .. wokie dokie..

Being broke is temporary; being poor is a state of mind

There is a difference between being broke and being poor! - It is a state of mind.
Being broke is a temporary thing. That can be fixed. Being poor often can’t be fixed because you are poor because of your attitude and willingness to do something about your financial situation.
Poor people will be the first to tell you that, whatever you haveto share with them, they can't afford it. Being poor is an excuseto remain poor. People who are broke often don't need excuses.They use their temporary financial situation as incentive to make a change in their lives to resolve their broke situation so the willnot be poor the rest of their lives. Example to this scenario When Nick and I lost everything we had to a con man who leftus half a million dollars in debt, we were broke, but we were not poor. Poor people can’t get a half million dollars in debt.
When we were introduced to MLM we were broke, but we saw the opportunity and found a way to get the money to invest in our future.
When you speak to someone about your opertunity and they tell you they don’t have the money, you must determine if they are broke or poor. If they are merely broke, they will find a wayto get to money to make a change in their lives so they won’t be poor for the rest of their lives.
People with the poor attitude will look as something they needand say, "It is too expensive", broke people will say, "I just don't have the money right now, but I can get it."
Robert Kiyosaki says, "Don't say I can't afford it." Instead ask,"How can I afford it?"

So my friends.. remember Being broke is temporary; being poor is a state of mind. We must get out from the comfort =danger situation.

Dan Mungkin Bila Nanti- Kita Akan Bertemu Lagi ~~

Well Well, just yesterday, i told a fren of mine about a story of a kungfu heroes "mou luum kou sau" . Here the stories goes...

Last time as we know or we watched a lot of kungfu movie, got those kungfu heroes. Each and every one of them, learned kungfu since they were young. They all learn kungfu very hard, non stop, and each of them, have the purposes of it. The purpose could be, some, they wanna to be the world greatest no 1 in the "mou lumm"., some learn to seek revenge for family, some learn as self defence etc etc...

They learn hard and practice day by day. Until their master ask them to go to the town to help the poors. definately, to help the poor, means to teach those bad eggs a lesson. so of coz got to use their kungfu to beat these bad eggs up lo, get fame to be nominated as "No 1 Unbeatable ! Because of these reason, it had caused those bad eggs unhappy. They start to come out with lots of plan to bring these kungfu fellow down. They came out with some dirty tricks such as putting poison. Get assasin to kill them, but failed. Finally, they set up traps, and guess what, finally, these kungfu people fall into it. These culprits, immediately, break the hands and legs of all kungfu master they caught so they are unable to fight back with their kungfu. These has caused them "thiu sai sau geok gann".

Some couldn't take it, eventually, some became "fai chai", some cannot take it- suicide, some went crazy, some be beggar, beg for life, some be trainer, train new young blood to seek revenge on behalf of him and there is one who struggle back to his master who teach him kungfu, to seek medication and cure. And the master, use his internal power to heal these guy. And at the same time, his master had discovered a new kungfu which is higher level. more geng la.. the master then teached the guy. The guy learned it with only one hope, to seek revenge and be "mou lumm kou sau AGAIN! He learned hard, slowly, he master one by one. why slow slow ? This is because his si fu told him" my son, slow slow master it. the most important is the basic, the foundation. If your basic and foundation no strong, even u master all, it will be a weak point left for your opponent. Is good to be fast but dont rush coz when u rushed, it will be a messed up.

These guy listened to his si fu. No choice. Si fu has more experiences. Slowly, get himself cured and master all the kungfu. Although it is time consuming but it is worthy. Coz during this period of time, he saw some results. After he master all, he plans, then look for the bad eggs for revenge. Guess what, he won.. The bad eggs were killed, as a revenge for other kungfu master. An eye for an eye. And again, from that day, he became "mou lum kou sau".. and was named "thinn har mou tik sau"
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In fact from the story, there is a meaning behind and also the answer. To know the answer is to understand the story. Cheers..