A New Chapter Is About To Begin

Feel Odd. Facing this square box again. Well well.. I juz finished reading my older post. My goodness.. Everything was just like a dream. I guess, so many things happened in the year 2007. Should i be please..but definately, it will be a mirror to reflect what i should do and what i shouldn't. 2007 is time to conclude full of dissapointment than happiness. And only December tend to be a new starting point, hopefully. I do put hope, effort in everything i do. Is just, it is not as what i expected.

So starting with yesterday-Tuesday. Oh supposingly, i have classes from 10-5pm. but too bad. nick gotto escaped from it. It is not my wish to do but there are much more important things to handle. I had meeting with Racheal from CLS for a contract with Ambank. Wow... i guess due to some policy reason, i cant disclosed anything more..the contract is there for me, for my company. I guess it has been some time, no news, downfall. And now is time for me for a come back. Oh.. there is someone commented about my co name. Well well.. i admit. is lame using my own name to start up with- Nick Marketing but any problem with it? haha..

Then, i received calls from Rain and Christine. Sorry to say.. i am late. I told both of them, i will be reaching latest at 3.30pm but too bad. Time flies really fast. Jam somemore where i am stucked in Puduraya.. damn.. thanks to the police who is directing the traffic. Reached KLCC at 430pm if i am not mistaken. Met up with Christine who had been waited for me in front of Romp.. eh eh.. here got things to share.. omg. got leng lui MAN!! Si beh Leng!! No joke. The eye balls almost drop out. She is covered up ok.. dun get me wrong. not sexy at all. Is just that her eyes is damn cun la.. i just cant stop looking at her.. pai seh.. haiz.. cant help k.. then bought Auntie Anne. oh .. they have a new flavour- Choc Eclair . erm.. According to Christine, is nice. but for me.. so so only.. coz.. erm.. hard to describe.. "watt tatt" , err sing ... oh.. the sugar one is nice which i had it after my meeting. then accompanied Rain to settle her Maxis stuffs... bad luck for her.. phone stolen dy a nightmare.. mana eh jai,the fellow use the phone to make calls, from my understanding, the total payment over the limit was RM500. Pity pity.. Sorry to hear that..

Thinking that meeting is at 5pm with Mr Guan Xiang. Christine and i rushed back to the office. Mana tau.. 6pm only start. Anyway, learned a lot from the meeting. Woo.. i like Ah Gu's stories, coz it do reflects the reality of life. Some people just love listening to others, who have not professionals or know a bit of some info. The meeting was till 830pm. Shit.. Here, really sorry for Christine coz she have her church meeting at 8pm.. hmm.. late jor.. i even told her i can fly so she can back on time.. pai seh...Then after fetching her back,i settled down in Old Town .. yes OLD TOWN.. my favourite but now .. err.. trying to limit from OLD town jor.. Coz Auntie Rain say wanna yam cha wo.. since i am there, mai yam cha lo.. Good also geh. while waiting for her, i had the opportunity to type my law coursework. Damn. Assignment also not done yet.. haiz.. *shake head*... wanna pengsan dy.. One DOWN!! Means finish one dy. 3 to go.

Then have a talk with Rain..well.. nth special. i am looking forward for some comments. At first, i was thinking to quit my studies AGAIN!! well this time is because, i will have a lot of projects in hand coming Jan 2008. Will be BUSY Definately....wondering should i celebrate or should i burst out my tears. Damn Stress.. To choose studies and career which is not for anyone else but for myself, my company. an opportunity to rebuild. Well.. i guess. no matter how hard.. i gotto complete each and every of my tasks. Damn tough. Damn tiring. Working round the clock really make me worn out.No life.. Either Work or Studies. I cant afford losing anything dy. I really afraid of the feeling happened 6 months ago when i am nothing. lost everything in just one month. And is a blessing, it is past. Whatever i lost before this, i rebuild and recovered it back in 6 months. Once there is someone said to me.. 6 months cant be doing anything. I am sorry. I dissapointed u. 6 months from nth, now at least better. My effort most is now into work work , studies, studies. no time for anything else. i guess this is the longest period of time, i am not attached to anyone. ha ha. Havent met the right person. 2008 is just few days from now. Damn. Jan will be the hell month for me. Whole month Mock Exam, Revision and Exam. I guess. In Jan, focus has to be in studies, less in work. I will assign someone to take charge. I cant be superman, although i used to be Batman "sleeping late always"..

Time now is 4am .. once again..time to bed dy. Later will be another day to fight for. pray for a better offer and contract. hmm hmm.. i believe in one thing. to achieve something, we must dare to dream, dare to fail, dare to try. So what failure.. failure just give us opportunity to learn.. to be more stronger. For all my partners... BE More Aggresive if u wanna a better future.. Appreciate and commit to be the best. No free lunch in this world, No Pain No Gain. never forget OSAI WASAO- Others see as impossibility, We all see as opportunity. We are the BEST!! A new day is born. YEAH!! Nitez.

We are Family.

It has been some time, juz like wat cla wrote in the chat box, i've been MIA a while.
Well... everything begins from the moment, i put down my past. Though is not years back but this is enough to make me grow and see some progress in me. Well lets move on, to the recent things i committed with ya.

2 words to describe everything-damn busy... Since i started back my studies, oh my god, i find that i have no enough time. 24 hours a day.. boh cukup.. at first, my class suppose to be on monday and thursday frm 2pm to 9pm.. siao man.. then added 2 more days which is on friday and sat. Shit la! But anyway, no choice, i have to beared with it and get through it. I told myself. I MUST get through. I must grad in 2009. argh.. enough bout studies. i have my plans and i am confident that i will get through.

Besides thats, of coz i am fully committed with my work. well well. as usual.. i found myself back and i am absolutely enjoy this kind of lifestyle although is tiring but it tends to be worthy. Is me, 2 years back but this time different.Here in fact, nothing much to talk about. Is just that i am happy as i see growth and progress among my partners. Results not there yet but i see efforts.. I would wanna say Thank You. Thank You for being with me, walking & fighting hand in hand with me to strive for what we always hunger for, and also for the trust.

In fact a week ago, i went for training in Batam, Indonesia. well well.. at first, i thought i might be just trainings where we just sit and listen to speakers or trainers presenting their experience.. NO!! I am absolutely wrong. Is not like wat i thought of. I really benefit a lot from this training. It started with getting to know our groups and team members, introducing ourselves. then we moved on to communications among team members, team building and unity. Bear in mind, Unity is Strength. The strength we have together, holding tight among ourselves, we will overcome each and every obstacles we encounter.

But, one thing i learned deep in heart is the "Karma Game" .. Is a game, where we are provided with bread, a tube of wasabi, a bottle of tobasco, and a bottle of mustard. What we gotto do, is to present, give it to someone u "boh song", hate, dislike or offended u. I really tot it was a game, while i am thinking who should i give it to, or shall i eat myself .. and here it comes.. juz like a small little bulb appeared in my mind *thinkk* yeah.. he is the one. then i looked at alex.. oh we have the same person on our mind, then who knows, chau yean also.. We was told, the more u hate the person, make him suffered by eating the 3 "shit" ..

At first, i put kinda shallow, but more on wasabi. But the moment i saw" the person" we present it to, siao man.. he put like nobody's business. who eat the one he make.. shit man! and it was specially made for Chau Yean and Alex. It started with anger. MCB. wan like tat meh. play play only ma... Chau Yean and Alex also DL seeing it, so do i. In my perception that time, i told alex, i wanna let "him" know, dont bully my 'son'.. (Chau Yean).. What u do to him, i will seek "revenge" on behalf. So without considering much, we are really out of our mind that time. We top up the bread with the 3"shits" like nobody's business. Some help us up by topping up, some advised us not to do so.. is freaking crazy!! yeah .. we knew bout it.. but that moment, we si beh happy and enjoy. We took pictures with our 'speciality' .. and the time has come. until our trainer asked everyone to stop. He cried in front saying to all of us- " Why is this happening in your team? " I am not sure about others, that time, i wonder why he say so. He asked why among brothers and sisters seems like killing one another. we kept ourselves silence. really. we got nth to say. Until the moment, he told us, that the god is always fair to us. What we do to other people, it will come back to us one day. It is what we called KARMA!! The god say, today what u make, what u put in the bread, you should eat it back yourself. After he said so. Looking at Chau yean, and Alex.. OMG. WTF. Eat this shit in front of me? No matter how regret we are, everything was too late. We should be responsible for all our actions. We start eating. Oh! It reminds me of Fear Factor. I think i rather eat cockroaches and insects rather eating the homemade "shit". When i am eating, i saw my members were crying. They asked me to stop, and divided it among themselves. They ate the "shit" made by me together. We finished up and we puke together in the toilet. That moment, a strong far more than friendship feeling i have..A feeling of brothers and sisters. I am thinking If this happened outside, will my friends help me out, eat it up together? Even Chau Yean gotto finished up himself alone the bread! I am so touched. cant hold my tears. hugging them together, with what all i can do, is to say I'm Sorry for being so blind and not rational in dealing the matters and Thank You Brothers. I learned one thing. Feeling ANGER and REVENGE , make us take action blindly which eventually, we have to be responsibile for the action taken. Today we ate the "shit" but in reality, it is not just that simple and easy thing to be. I am not sure if "you" who are reading this feels that it might be funny.. True enough .. It might be sad.. It might be a joke... Honestly, this is life. Before i blog it here, i told few of my friends, my partners... Some laughed at us.. I accept it because i got no choice but to admit that, we just love seeing other ppl suffers. When other is suffering, it tend to be our laughing(happiness or enjoyment). Hardly or should i say None understand the pain we gone through which now make us as one family stronger, and make us really grow to see things maturely.. Taking this opportunity, i would like to thank to my brothers and sisters Wei Qing, Serene, Avan, Alan, Renting, Eagle, and Zhi Qian (Group 6) , alex , chau yean n everyone in the trip.. a lot to list out...

On the same day itself, that was the day, i lost a lot of 'water' in me. oh ya.. i broke into tears. i hold on, telling myself. NO! I am strong. I won't cry. Unexpected, i cant hold. It was not because of the "shit" i ate. It was on the second part later on. I guess only that day Chau Yean, Alex and my team members knew bout it. Kinda personal to me before this. All the while, i kept it to myself because it tend to be one of my regrets which i used it as my motivation to keep my spirit alive.. summarise it.. in terms of studies, parents, relationship and my business, DCHL. I came to a lot of obstacles, unforseen circumstances. Phew. finally the day has come for me to throw everything out.. I stand as one at the moment. It makes me think back the moment, i decided to quit DCHL, everything is gone! In just one day, for all my 2 years efforts, my sacrifices, my partners, my dreams dissapeared. That was the time, i lost my track, that was the time i even lost my relationship. Thats the moment, i faced every challenge alone. No one to go, No one to share, With guilt because i created a lot of corpse down me, although they didnt blame me, even they do, i might not know, i feel so sorry. I used 3 months to rebuild my confidence, to bring myself back. started a gift shop didnt last long.. some said, i hangat hangat tahi ayam. whatever, but sorry to say i am not, i just cant cope with it. my confidence dropped stimultaneously. total lost. tot of going back to DCHL at first, coz i am rebuilding my confidence.. sucks. much more dissapointment. and till i committed myself in EGA.. I see a new hope. A New Day Is Born. Something which is too good to be true but it is true. I have brothers and sisters now with me. I see progress and growth in all of us. I told my brothers and sisters, walk, run and fight with me. None of u all will be left behind. Give confidence in me and trust me. We shall together face challenges and obstacles around us. I put this in action. The message that i sent to all of you, if it is still with u read it when u are down or if not, view my blog here. I will do what i can. REMEMBER that we are family, we are not only partners or friends,we are brothers and sisters, together we hand in hand and remember,U all are not alone. Our brothers and sisters (Winnie Kung, Nick Chong, Clarissa, Chau Yean, Eric, Peik Har)I promise no one is to be left behind, if u are willing to give me your hand, Lets Hold Tight !!

I dont believe that people have no dreams. maybe they have no confidence in it, Maybe they have forgotten, maybe they are afraid to make it live because of failure once. Failure gives great experience. Failure once doesnt mean forever. I can stand up once again, why not U? For friends who doesnt dare to dream, when is the time? Believe me, the only time for us to venture into new things is only during out youth time. When we are old, we cant afford to venture into new things as we will have more responsibility waiting for us. Start when Young!!
Remember OSAI WASAO - Others See As Imposibility, We all See As Opportunity.

time now was 2.20am ..n of coz it is consider early of the morning. juz back frm kota damansara with jason & felice. cant sleep. too many things in head. huh. meeting someone who gave lot of cash to us. cash in terms of informations. so pleased and never expected as people around me always say, rich people r selfish, wont share their secret success recipe. frm now on, i would ask the people who say so.. are u sure? ding.. it was a pleasure having the chance sitting with oldtown boss . oldtown boss leh. 72 outlet in whole msia.. heard of it? oh man.. i only tot of going old town spending and i used to tell a fren of mine, i make a camp there, coz in 7 days a week.. almost 6 days i am there. the 1st question to me was... do u know what is behind me before having old town?

we shared a lot of things. the shocking one is tips on starting up where he invited us to JV with him. JV mann.. jason, felice and me was like ..woo ok... how much we need to JV.. hmm the one in Taman Midah, the total of 1mil at least but now, if anyone wanna take over tmn midah old town, get ready 2.5~3mil. walao.. the one in kota damansara which we are sitting there, start up cost was 500k. now it worth of 1.25mil. only opened for 8 months wtf... so back to JV... felice asked for the amount needed if we JV, guess how much .. come come.. ding ding ding. is 600k. location would be in sg buloh, 2500sq ft at least. 1 yrs to break even. walao.. with 4 of us JV, one alone need at least 150k. =.='''. we was like~!@#$% no comment. hello 150k= thousand not hundred leh. oh my goodness. we told him this amount is BIG!! he say one thing, which i find is true. he asked us: Have u ever thought u earning 100k ? When? How? Of coz three of us, our answer is yes coz we are all into investment and business. Good for us but what about others. He say cin cai ask a normal people in the walk of life; wanna earn 100k, what will be the answer like ? majority answer,YES, during my dream time, siao, or ppl tot u crazy, or ppl will think u day dreaming. Who really go and plan, working it out? maybe 2 out of 10. Is good to have plannings and dreams, but it would be the biggest regret as well, the time u laying on your coffin when u din even try it out before, having not to know what is the feeling like, wat is it like. Not everyone think like tat. We born with nothing, so what are we afraid of. Think what will be the worst scenario~~ The answer will be no other than FAILURE ... People are just so scared of failure.. well this is not against anyone. i admit, i am one of this kind. well who dont .. but as what he told us, failure guide us to the right path and road of success. without failure, there wont be success. is just matter of time.

After hearing what he shared with us. it reminds me of the night incident with shing and rain on the same day. i think, wont be nice i name the place. In this place, it was nth at the beginning, until we entered and looking around, suddenly there is a guy we knew,confronted me and asked, wat the hell i am doing there. i suppose, u should be in other place wo =.=''' . that moment i was like.. what the fuck? who are u to asked me this kind of question. people in 3rd floor also din say anything, but u people, freaks talked so much. nvm. then asking about co-operation if wan, come back but before that, get permission wo.. saying we back also no say hi, this and that. to me all was rubbish. even if i wanna co-operate also not with fakers, i rather joined the big family of others also not u people lo.. so called family, friendly, nice and helpful.. nah.. see my middle finger? we all got eyes to see, got the heart to feel it. damn it. thinking back is like so my stupid listen to bible there. shld juz walked off. funny thing is when i got message frm someone inside as my spy.. u all know why i say these people are fakers? no doubt ,not all.. okie.. but the fact, there is ma.. the reason is they are afraid, we back to get people wo.. ding ding ding.. ja dao. at 1st yes. kinda fired up but after thinking alone in the car, we shld be happy. they afraid of us in fact so trying to talk cock there. aiks.. dun wan talk bout this dy. kinda dissapointed.

whatever it is. i believe that we cant control, what we can do was just doing our own part, and make our dreams come true. no harm trying coz what we have is youth. we still young. if we fail now, we still can start all over again. But when the age getting older, we dare not simply try because we tend to have commitment, we tend to think more and afraid even more, which eventually, we get nothing .. nobody is going to be responsible on our future, but only ourselves. today the chapter was business studies and philopsophy of success. happy coz not all and always have this chance of learning from big boys out there who is earning crazy amounts. thx to felice and jason bringing me such an great opportunity tonight . In fact there a lot more, taught and shared but due to the time factor.. and i am sleepy neway.. i guess shared till here 1st ya.. brain nt working dy ..so ending here, wishing u all the best and good nite ya.~~ oops.. supposed to be morning lo.. whatever... GOOD MORNING people..!!! cheers ~~ :>

juz feel like blogging after MIA~ missing in action ya. back to studies. student life huh..no comments. fun and stress also. only land law and evidence is able to take me for a "high" ride. wtf...

land is so bulky.. damn agree wif cathy. *swing* swing* .. evidence too many things to establish and prove. y cant those ppl make life easier. according to the WHO research, lawyers die in young ages. i guess this might be the factor. ha ha.

Did i freak u people out ? we are discussing bout the issues on lawyers. we (me & cathy) find out that lawyers tend to be "guai lann".. hard to please ...wtf.

Putting my hands up shows i am totally damn agree wif it, becoz clients always no. 1 (ONE) "guai lann". oh no.. cut the crap .. swt =.='''

got to get my ass done 1st.. oh ya. my ass.. people. is assignment .. wokie dokie..

Being broke is temporary; being poor is a state of mind

There is a difference between being broke and being poor! - It is a state of mind.
Being broke is a temporary thing. That can be fixed. Being poor often can’t be fixed because you are poor because of your attitude and willingness to do something about your financial situation.
Poor people will be the first to tell you that, whatever you haveto share with them, they can't afford it. Being poor is an excuseto remain poor. People who are broke often don't need excuses.They use their temporary financial situation as incentive to make a change in their lives to resolve their broke situation so the willnot be poor the rest of their lives. Example to this scenario When Nick and I lost everything we had to a con man who leftus half a million dollars in debt, we were broke, but we were not poor. Poor people can’t get a half million dollars in debt.
When we were introduced to MLM we were broke, but we saw the opportunity and found a way to get the money to invest in our future.
When you speak to someone about your opertunity and they tell you they don’t have the money, you must determine if they are broke or poor. If they are merely broke, they will find a wayto get to money to make a change in their lives so they won’t be poor for the rest of their lives.
People with the poor attitude will look as something they needand say, "It is too expensive", broke people will say, "I just don't have the money right now, but I can get it."
Robert Kiyosaki says, "Don't say I can't afford it." Instead ask,"How can I afford it?"

So my friends.. remember Being broke is temporary; being poor is a state of mind. We must get out from the comfort =danger situation.

Dan Mungkin Bila Nanti- Kita Akan Bertemu Lagi ~~

Well Well, just yesterday, i told a fren of mine about a story of a kungfu heroes "mou luum kou sau" . Here the stories goes...

Last time as we know or we watched a lot of kungfu movie, got those kungfu heroes. Each and every one of them, learned kungfu since they were young. They all learn kungfu very hard, non stop, and each of them, have the purposes of it. The purpose could be, some, they wanna to be the world greatest no 1 in the "mou lumm"., some learn to seek revenge for family, some learn as self defence etc etc...

They learn hard and practice day by day. Until their master ask them to go to the town to help the poors. definately, to help the poor, means to teach those bad eggs a lesson. so of coz got to use their kungfu to beat these bad eggs up lo, get fame to be nominated as "No 1 Unbeatable ! Because of these reason, it had caused those bad eggs unhappy. They start to come out with lots of plan to bring these kungfu fellow down. They came out with some dirty tricks such as putting poison. Get assasin to kill them, but failed. Finally, they set up traps, and guess what, finally, these kungfu people fall into it. These culprits, immediately, break the hands and legs of all kungfu master they caught so they are unable to fight back with their kungfu. These has caused them "thiu sai sau geok gann".

Some couldn't take it, eventually, some became "fai chai", some cannot take it- suicide, some went crazy, some be beggar, beg for life, some be trainer, train new young blood to seek revenge on behalf of him and there is one who struggle back to his master who teach him kungfu, to seek medication and cure. And the master, use his internal power to heal these guy. And at the same time, his master had discovered a new kungfu which is higher level. more geng la.. the master then teached the guy. The guy learned it with only one hope, to seek revenge and be "mou lumm kou sau AGAIN! He learned hard, slowly, he master one by one. why slow slow ? This is because his si fu told him" my son, slow slow master it. the most important is the basic, the foundation. If your basic and foundation no strong, even u master all, it will be a weak point left for your opponent. Is good to be fast but dont rush coz when u rushed, it will be a messed up.

These guy listened to his si fu. No choice. Si fu has more experiences. Slowly, get himself cured and master all the kungfu. Although it is time consuming but it is worthy. Coz during this period of time, he saw some results. After he master all, he plans, then look for the bad eggs for revenge. Guess what, he won.. The bad eggs were killed, as a revenge for other kungfu master. An eye for an eye. And again, from that day, he became "mou lum kou sau".. and was named "thinn har mou tik sau"
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In fact from the story, there is a meaning behind and also the answer. To know the answer is to understand the story. Cheers..

Whats the feeling like when having few Datuks sitting with you having drinks and talk?

Well Datuk is not those grandfather k .. Is those people with a title... Wao.. Learn a lot from them. They do worth having the title. Geng!

HAving them as my mentor, is my privillege. I will listen to their advise. I wanna be one of them!

Nth to bloG acTually ..

JUz WannA WiSH Both Of My PaRtners,Friends,Buddies,Fighter : Nick Chong & WinnIe Kung -Happy BirthDAY!! I tot i mark down Wrongly. Both Of U was BorneD At the SAME day!! GoodNess.. Is SO... so ngam leh... Is this arrangement by heavens, for me having u both.. haha. HapPy BirtHday~~~~

C U guyS at The TOP! A specIal Day For botH of U, a Special GifT for ME! Thanks ....

PEepS!! FrenZ !! BuddiEs !! Hing Tai!!

I aPpreciate that u guys took d efforts to viewed and read muh Blogs. AnD tiLL now only i realised.. It Was nt SupposEd to be. GoodNess I am like writing my Daily Diary~~ Guess what.. i am NakeD !! JuZ a Click: See EverytHing jor. So is it better i change my Blog into a story Line , perhaps a short oNe wiLL do. Oh No.. *laughing to muhself* LOL* Arigatou.. Taileima Katsih foR aLL the CommEntZz ++ fEEdBAckS lo. ~~

Deng Lo.. Now Dy 3am, YET!! i am StiLL flOating ... Oh.. Ya. Chatting with Rain, Came to knew aboUt this Tammy fRM Sg. aFter reading tHe StorY. I PitY her But at the Same TIme, i would say SERVES u RIGHT!! CaM whORe is NOT A PROBLEM but CaM on the pROceSS.. argH HaH. Sharing is Caring!! Frm Rain, I learned a new PhaSe fRm HeR:

*Hope always hide inside our every breath when there's the breath,there's the hope*

How strong is this statement? Any Judgments or Precedents from Previous Cases ? We'LL see Bout ThAT!! Eh Eh .. HerE remInds Me Something In The Noon- I thInk i Saw mY SeNioR SIng Ying IN MiD VaLLEy . If It's U, hit Me a Reply Yo.and anyone Who Still In Touch With Her. Pls Pls. Let Me know. Stay ConnecteD kie!!

Is MORNING Now... *koo koo koo koo* ok ! pls.. DUN misunderstand !! Is not what u all thinking of- Ku-Ku. Is Chicken Shouting for no reasons in the morning! I just waNNA Say G.O.O.D M.O.R.N.I.N.G PeOPLE !!!!!! but i Am going to Bed Now . WTH =.='''

Past Thursday, another day filled up ; busy lo.. 1st destination, I went to Kajang, together with Calvin… ya ya … coz we are heading to the same place. He is going for his passport renewal application while I went to meet up Coey, the sick lion.. bringing her some fruits coz she said her house got no fruits.. goodness. Has a short conversation as all, I need to wait for calvin as well.. hmm.. then tot of heading back to KL to pakced up, but because there is some problem in calvin’s application and his IC so he have to go to the Hentian Kajang there , to the JPN office to change a new one. .. damn troublesome… haiz.. govt..

We then had to rushed back to packed as it was a last minute decision to go JB. Oh before back home, I went to the bank. Goodness, damn slow when there is not even more than 10 people waiting.. sigh.. slow slow.. Alliance Bank gotto do something la.. At the same time, met Pierre.. my old colleague..

After packing, at about 3pm, calvin reached my house to pick me up. Well we began our journey, first to Kajang again to submit his temperory IC and process his passport. We had to wait till 530 for the collection. Goodness!! There , nothing we can do but to wait. We walked to the food court there, and thinking to have a drink which finally we choose to had our dinner in advance 1st.. Walao.. it was during this hour of time, I had to make a great decision after receiving call from Daniel, well informing that I need to declare informations of my beneficiary for my investment of land… Due to lots of information needed. Well and in a rush, no choice, I had name coey as my beneficiary.. reason ar.. haha, I know a lot of her info ma.. all in finger tips.. and she know the answer for it so that’s why lo.. funny right? Well well.. I am blogging it here, so that, all of u know if anything happened to me, yeah, the 1st suspicion should go to who lo.. =.=’’’ ahem ahem

After collected calvin’s passport, we then headed to our journey to the west… I duno whether is west.. just guessing. Well.. to be honest, a hectic day , so I sleep during the journey.. hehe pity calvin driving alone.. ~lonely.. oh.. reminds us on the song by AkON –Lonely.. =.=’’’. We reached Mahkota Parade around 7 sumthing.. hehe.. fruitful day as I found a lot of things which I believe will benefit me geh .. hmm.. hmm..

We then continued our journey to Batu Pahat after calvin settled his stuff.. goodness, we reached there around 11pm ..We then settled down in a hotel called Crystal Inn there. In the hotel, there are some funny things happened but after thinking bout it few times, it is ScarY !! . Reading it and seeing it by your own self is simply to different feelings. Walao.. too bad I din took it down. – Oh is about Calvin. Haiz.. I also dunno how to blog it here.. got chance and those who wanna know, as me ya.. can demo also..

The next day, we went to Batu Pahat Mall lo..

well there ar.. calvin do his things, and I do mine.. got a lot of new contacts there. Woo.. the next time I there will be operation time dy. Ngek ngek ngek. At there, we also met up with Kewei.. one of our utar frens for lunch.. wah wah.. big difference from her. Maybe I long time din see her dy.. haha.. Nth special, just normal chit chat lo~ ~. After lunch then , we headed to JB. As we reached JB, we went to the Carrefour 1st, then had our dinner before we went over to Singapore. Our dinner ar.. geng lo 5 dishes... watched Ratatouille? Both of us are similar to the rat. We wan good FOOD!!

After that, we parked our car at Komtar and walked to the customs lo.. In half an hour time, we are dy inside Singapore. Well first thing to do, is to meet up an old fren of mine-J.J at Novena Square. Wow.. we are treated well man. The moment we reached JJ’s workplace, we are served with a drink. Peach juice and some egg thing.. dunno how to say it here.. but I will find out and name it here.. haha.. Oh.. I need to mentioned here. During that time, I am damn full .. Forced to put in somemore.. waseh.. wan diet? Shit la, the past few days can forget about DIET .. =.=’’’. While waiting for J.J to off frm his work, we took some pic inside… Attached it below ya .. Novena Velocity
J.J -The Manager & MeThe guy who has been MISSING IN ACTION.. He is alive. dun worry
That time were almost 11pm. We haven’t look for any hotel, and thank goodness, J.J offered us to overnight in his house.. So without hesitate, of coz is good la..really thanks a lot to him la.. but before going home, as we all know the characteristic of mamak monster or batman, 11pm, going home this time around, oh .. plus this is the only golden time when we are away from home.. Definitely NO WAY, going home so early lo.. So J.J brought us to a café- Mc Café @ Shaw House in Orchard Rd to have a drink. Oh my.. my chocolate drink is good, with good environment, good view, good place… so good till, I dunno how to say la… Around 1am, we were asked to leave as the place is closing,.. so no choice lo.. had to go home .. At 1st, we thought of taking taxi back to J.J’s place, but it is kinda hard to get one, which eventually we took bus back to his place at Bukit Panjang. A nice place with good view.. Had our bath and what else to do; sleep lo.. Nice view? This is where J.J stay. Bukit Panjang

Till to the next morning, Saturday. I woke up and guess what? Another funny thing I saw from Calvin.. Walao yeh.. Is hIM again.. Sleep also got pose.. and the pose is … oh nOooO.. No comment!! Wanna see? I curi curi took it when he is sleeping leh.. See see : I think he is dreaming in a Body Builders Competiton

We then packed as we went out together with J.J. Oh ya.. Singapore got a lot of taxi, but all are hired. This shows wat ? showing me that Singaporean are loaded leh. They even use Mercedes as taxi.. see this difference with us in Malaysia? ha ha ha .. here.. really sorry to J.J la.. we caused him late for his work for half an hour leh.. oh my god!!..

Reached Novena, the journey begans.. 1st me and calvin went to Harbour Front~ Vivo City. We walked around there and tot of going to sentosa by cable car but eventually, tak jadi lo.. We then headed to Queenstown.. Woo. Peeps, this is the place where u can have a good buy especially for ori Nike, Adidas, and others, u named it.. all under one roof. Lots of people leh.. hehe.. by any chances, this place is a worthy place to go for shopping.

Our breakfast place!

Nice so i took it down Me at VivO city

Cool Gadgets...

After Queenstown, we went to Bugis Street.. Well, calvin wanna get something for his gf, so we decided to go there lo.. during this time, I am extremely tired dy.. oh man, whole day of walking… but nvm, we went there anyway and calvin bought a bag for his gal gal lo.. Due to the reason that we need to go back over to JB, we then headed back to Novena 1st to get our bags and informed J.J bout our departure. Once again, we traveled by MRT to Kranji to get a bus back to JB. Walao. In Singapore, our main transportation was no other than MRT. Sick of taking MRT or LRT dy *wink* *wink* .. haiz in sg should be meeting cece and some friends, but sigh.. cant contact u all tim…nvm, I believe there is chance for us meeting again ya.. By the time we reached JB was dy 9 sumthing. We had to walked all the way to Komtar to get the car before we search for Hotel. At 1st, tot of staying in New York Hotel. Aiyo.. familiar with it plus with some unforgettable memories.. but eventually we stayed in Century Plaza Hotel. After checked in, we then headed to have our dinner at Pelangi Mall there before going back hotel and sleep lo… Our dinner was a good one also .. he he :>.. After food, we backed to the hotel and nothing to do but only to have a good rest after whole day of walking.

Sun: Woke up, and we headed to Jusco Tebrau City as calvin had to collect something. We had our lunch lo at Pelangi there. Had Bak Kut The. Hm, the bak kut there is not the same as we see or eat in KL one.. KL one better lo. ~ ~. Next station is City Square where I had an appointment with Henry, a friend I knew a year ago but yet to meet. Anyway is a great meeting up ya. After meeting Henry, me and calvin then headed to Batu Pahat again as calvin need to collect his things. After getting things done, We then back to KL lo.. On the way back, we dropped by at seremban for dinner. Pleasure having Shing , Rain and Fei Hung together for dinner. Woo.. We had crabs, fried squid, a plate of vegetable, and sweet & sour “koo lu yuk”.. ha ha.. Forget to take pic. So only the crab pic I have..hmm hmm.. Time really flies. A glimpse of eyes, is already 11.30pm .. we left Seremban where shing fetched me home lo.. well well.. wrap up my whole trip- Good! Fun! Also Tiring! ha ha :>

P/S pictures will be uploaded soon! Pls be patient ya ~~

UTARIAN the best

Another day passes .. phew.. today today... nth special lo.. went lunch with my dad.. yes my dad to old town kopitiam at cheras there.. hmm met Sky and his colleague i guess..In the evening, i went for tea with calvin and nick at Mk.. wow.. good to know nick finally had a deal after a trip to LanCang.. good job bro. all credits belongs to u only. Is ur effort k . Keep it up. then back to shop as there are things i need to do there...before going for Janice birthday celebration in PJ.

Around 8pm, i left the shop, headed to PJ lo coz the time i was informed was 8.45pm.. mana eh jai, i reached dy, they all not yet reached. the first person i saw was Kean at the parking. Well.. the time they all reached was around 10 sumthing i think.. well that doesnt matter. all i knew was, it was a great outing. though at the starting, seems a bit weird weird, but when time flies, everything, feeling was good. had good chat with ah ma (pui yee), sherlene, sye man, kah leng, kean, khia shing, wing wing. oh here. reminds me on the video, khia shing showed to me. Nah.. not AV but consider yes also. Is a video of Wing's dog, Golden Retriever being naughty and trying to "Rape" Khia Shing with the moved.. oh my goodness. YEs!! U din see wrong, i din type wrong. Is trying to RAPE!! the owner. and is with his move.. =.=''' wat the.....

Anyway i am glad meeting u all again. I hope the next or any outing, count me in ya .. hehe.. the last was sie mun's birthday.. erm erm.. when is the next leh ? ha ha.. wondering. we took some pics, will upload it once i got it from Kean.. Time really flies, the time, we "sann band" was dy 12am .. I just wanna say I love u guys.. I love u all my friends. Goodness, i rushed back coz have to send an overview of a presentation to winnie. I felt sorry and i understand the helpless feeling when u need somebody to help u, but no one. We do the best. I know u can do it k. That's is what i've done for the whole day.. yo. cheers..

Birthday Cake~ Fruit Cake Birthday Gal ~Janice..

My UTARian Friends

Well well.. Another happy day. yeah.. In the evening, i went out to MV with Jason & Rain.. oh at the same time, got to know a new fren, Jimmy~ Rain's friend. We went for bowling there.. Goodness, though, my body aching but still go.. find myself walking like crab.. haha . anyway , to comment the game in MV.. no no.. no good! haha.. but i am satisfied coz is not the game i am expecting as it was categorised as a casual game. We then went over to Sunway there, for our dinner~steamboat. woo... I am quite curious, coz before this, a fren of mine, cla & ritchie told me that there is a steamboat which appeared to be good .. not sure if the one i went for is the one. But anyway, overall , is good la.. Damn lot of people when we reached, as we had to wait for our table. hm hm.. 3 storey leh , also packed.. good business man!! we are on table 95.. not important .. just note it down.. simply only.. =.='''

The best of all, i think is the chicken wing. Nah.. i know what u guys might be thinking. what so special leh.. ha ha .. Same as i do.. but when the moment u taste it, put it in your mouth.. fuu yoh yoh... nyam nyam.. Good man..DUn believe me ? He he.. let's go and try together Again ya..
I also planning to go again.. There is one thing i feel pai seh leh.. Goodness.. I met an old classmate of mine from UTAR. At 1st not sure, until she saw me and called my name.. Walao.. Me pulak forget her name.. ask her.. huh.. what's ur name dy ar? Pai seh pai seh.. But now i know.. Jing Jing.. hmm, later i will see the utar student list i have to contact back ya..

Some pictures to share ya..

This is the restaurant Woo... This is at the beginning After This is the chicken Wing ~ delicious~ After~
After dinner, i went to pyramid to meet my challenger. Well.. what else can i do in sunway , if is not bowling.. I just love myself there. I love the confidence i have there. I just love the pin action- the strikes i have. The best thing, of coz winning over my challenger, my buddy Jason. Woo.... Satisfying. It has been some time, i dun have this feeling.. the winning feeling. Every throw i make, i just dun need to see..by turning back , is strike. Marvellous...... Is a good game my brother.

My Score of the day-182,180,162,202
Jason's score-183,149,147,157
Accidently got 2 free drinks tim... Gosh.. I did say a word: Is lonely to have no challenger. I am not the best one.. but i wanna be the best.. so to be the best, i need to learn from the best!! Thanks a lot to Shing, Rain, Jimmy, Jason Woo and Felice. Ladies & Gentlemen, Introducing Jason
New friend of the day~Jimmy

New Leaf.

I do not know where should i start all from. Let's take all again from the beginning, shall we ? The past few days.. erm... I am really out of my mind. U are really something.. can make me lost of track. Anyway sorry for my misbehave to u. Lets see what i've done the past days.. It was a blessing the past days there are friends with me. Moving on to past wednesday, well well, i did nth in the morning and noon time, no mood at all.. evening as part of my commitment to the team partner, i went for my league. Bowl like shit. Yes i know. Goodness, then Nite time, a buddy of mine with his wife called for a movie - Ratatouille.. which this movie i should be watching it on the past 18th with "someone", but eventually with this pair.. It isnt fair for me to comment. Should be nice, cute, funny movie but.. u all know la.. when u are not in mood, no matter how good the thing is, also wont gave any credits lo.. Anyway, i think i will be going for the 2nd time again. Anyone wanna join me ? That's all for Wednesday..

Nth much... Thursday worst.. Hide myself at home, doing nth. till the nite time, meeting up with my ex partners, yam cha at times square. Then went bowling with Jason at Times Square, and went for a drink till 3am. Though we knew each other for only 5 years.. so many arguments, different in our stands.. but when come problems, u are there for me to solve together.. Thank u .. Same goes for Friday, not in the mood doing anything. Hiding myself until the sun set. Went to PJ meeting up with Lina for a drink also.. That was till 11pm only which later on i rushed back meeting Shing for tea.. Oh together us were , Calvin and Nick .. It was till 12.30am only since everyone of us, got things to do the following day. Reached home and went out again when Calvin called me to Nick's house .. Well seeing him, is like seeing myself. No good to comment anything on him, coz i am no difference with him. I stay there a while only coz i afraid, the ugly side of me will be seen.. hmm.. back home sleep then.

Till today. SATURDAY .. I participate in a 7km run~ Larian Merdeka at Tasik Permaisuri. A035 is my number. It was after 3 years when i stop particiapting in any run. Bang!! The race started, plus it is raining... Is tough man.. I feel like giving up. I keep on running until i couldn't take it, i walked. The rain getting heavier. I am still walking, the urge to run was not that strong. Feel so tired dy. Until an indian gal, while running, she look back and said to me,"You can do it" . Thanks a lot. I duno her name for sure, i saw her running number only.. 6152.. I continue running for a short distance then walked back. Then comes an old man, he said in chinese " young man, so fast give up dy ar?" At first, i dont feel anything. Until the old man , say Come Young man, run ! run! don't stop . Run with me ! Join me! .. I make a move joining him in small pace. And guess what, i made to the finishing line, somemore with finishing medal. It was such a long time, since i left my high school, i yet receiving any throphy or medal. I wish to thank the old man, but i din see him after reaching the finishing line.

I got into the car. I am so delighted with the achievement, though it is not something big. I made few calls to some of my friends, I just wanna tell them, i got a medal. I wanna let them know, I wish to share this happiness with them. ha . Today tend to be a fruitful day. I find myself back. I remember the story my mentor told me about a pastor during flood times. And i know Heaven hears me. They sent people to guide me. If this time, i dun wake up, my ending will be like the pastor.. ~drown to death. ha ha. meaningful story.

One day to recover, and i will back in form. Thanks a lot to all my friends. I know my past few days act is stupid. Uploading scary pics, words, ending my life .. I knew, i still have buddies-a lot to list out ya, so u know i know la. :> I have a lot to do, oh ya.. i have a dream. my dream is never just a dream. it need me to fulfill it. Forgive for my insanity, everything i done or say. There is someone i must thank, i never know, u noted what i told u before. I even never thought, u are the one who will care and concern bout my progress, the best part, u even motivate me with words. How good if u are my warrior? ha ha. I'll be waiting till u grad and shall build a new empire. Thanks a lot Phoebe!

Later i be attending a gathering by Steven in PJ. The time is just right. I need to start all over again, is tough but i will never give up. The new story of RUN turning me into a new leaf, never give up and run forward, the result is waiting in front. See u all at the top my friends~

DISSAPOINTMENT!!!!!!

I've change !! I am small gas !! Dont u think getting one fren is better than getting one enemy?
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha .... i never thought this was words coming from U . I've change . yes i do..i gained weight i am fat!! what else? attitude? yes.. i am so lost !! character? yes.. i lost my spirit. so what am i now?
You failed ur exam, i with a good intention, tot to console u.. to listen if u wanna talk bout ur problems.. to share some thoughts so u will feel better.. and all i get in return was the 3 statement. Yes!! I am so Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I am the idiot making the initiative to greet, to get fucked up, to get all this in return. phew.
I am even MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE stupid of even thinking ways to get YOU back together. I am so stupid of making plannings .. think think think.. forget it!!! Is a FAILURE!! I am so stupid to motivate someone when i MYSELF need someone to motivate. I am so stupid to give encouragement to people when i MYSELF hunger for encouragement when people are trying so hard to make me fall. I am so stupid to offer to be listener where i am facing all my problems myself when there is not much people to even sit and listen to me. I more stupid to seek solutions for others when i havent solved mine. I have been struggling when there is no one untie my pressures. I am so STUPID!! I am such an IDIOT. !! I am such a FOOL... U thought u create dissapointment to lots of people.. What about me? I create even MORE !! MORE !! I am so stupid making myself SLEEPLESS!!What should i do?

Oh.. U decided to start up, here it goes. U wanna stop, PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE. I DONT NEED ANYBODY. YOU Ask me: dont you know what type of person i am? Maybe you really dont. Yes i really dont know coz u never told me before. Let me ask you back the same Question DO YOU KNOW WHAT TYPE OF PERSON I AM?. My answer is for 2007 ..I AM JUST A STUPID FOOL ! I am so sorry being such a fool for so long, making your life so miserable i guess. I am so sorry for being so "keh poh" I should MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.. Yes.. I am sorry i make u sad. But i am much more dissapointed and sad when u think i wanna make u enemy which i even put ur problems as priority to get it solved, to make u feel better. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. I am so STUPID!!! I cant even sleep when i got no one to talk. Here i am.. Talking with a square box called Blogger. Now i know where i stand ! Now i know. I am still in FANTASY. I am still dreaming. I am so STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People see me strong outside which i am weak inside! I dunno what to do now!! I am so tired. I forget myself. The unexpected thing might be one day seeing me appearing in the newspaper I AM DEAD would solved everything!! ha ha ha ha .. I cant stand and I am so blind.

After glimpse of eyes.. so fast.. is August 20th dy.. Well for the morning parts. waseh...damn tiring and sleepy also boring.. tiring and sleepy becoz the night before i back at 4am leh.. hmm.. well the reason is because, went bowling with Jason and we had some man's talk at a mamak near Damansara there... ate indo mee with butter prawn .. wao.. din try also dun believe is damn good!! I enjoyed because after so long, finally god creates an opportunity for me and a buddy , sit and talk with me . After that, in fact i am home at 2am, on9 chatting before a long good fren of mine called where he need my help to fetch him to Genting Kelang. Hm, at first lazy la.. but after knowing problems happened on him, so mai fetch him lo. there once again meeting Jason, felice and David .. they yam cha there.. walao.. dropping by and say hi.. thats y i am home late.. Eh. How come i am blogging for 19th.. haha..

Back to 20th la..., noon boring becoz no people.. alamak.. school holiday la.. so really quiet leh.. Evening time, went to Sunway.. as usual for my league.. performance not good at all..haiz.. average 130 only.. Thank goodness is a draw game..2-2.. ha ha.. AFter the game, as there is a burpday celebration for another good friend of mine, i was assigned to get the cake. Terribly shocked when at Sunway, i tot Secret Recipe should have the whole cake, mana eh jai. i was told, they dun have.. No choice lo..but to go back Ampang and buy.. thank goodness they still open coz when i reached Ampang, it is dy 9pm.. After that, i went to Cheras Selatan ~ Green Box where Shing celebrate his birthday there lo.. =.=''' swt leh.. sing k.. the name Green box really suits me , when i reach inside, i turn green.. scary feeling at 1st but overcomed it after that. haha.. pai seh la.. there are reasons but.. nvm.. as my motto is running towards fear. i must overcome it slowly. Well those attended to Shing marriage with his newly wed wife- Rain, his ex-Suk kuan and her bf, Aida.., Calvin, fei hong , and Ah Fatt lo.... I believe we had a great nite.. oh ya.. took some pictures.. OopS did i just say "Marriage" ?? haha.. sorry typo error ya..

We finished at around 1am, which we then headed to Steven Corner for yam cha and at there we ate the cake i bought... Si beh full man.. i think, Shing gonna sick of cake for at least a month. 3 birthday cake. oh man.. fei chai lo this time.. ha ha.. We left at 3.30am which oncee again, i am home "early".. but overall..for the past 2 days .. i feel good...