I do not know where should i start all from. Let's take all again from the beginning, shall we ? The past few days.. erm... I am really out of my mind. U are really something.. can make me lost of track. Anyway sorry for my misbehave to u. Lets see what i've done the past days.. It was a blessing the past days there are friends with me. Moving on to past wednesday, well well, i did nth in the morning and noon time, no mood at all.. evening as part of my commitment to the team partner, i went for my league. Bowl like shit. Yes i know. Goodness, then Nite time, a buddy of mine with his wife called for a movie - Ratatouille.. which this movie i should be watching it on the past 18th with "someone", but eventually with this pair.. It isnt fair for me to comment. Should be nice, cute, funny movie but.. u all know la.. when u are not in mood, no matter how good the thing is, also wont gave any credits lo.. Anyway, i think i will be going for the 2nd time again. Anyone wanna join me ? That's all for Wednesday..
Nth much... Thursday worst.. Hide myself at home, doing nth. till the nite time, meeting up with my ex partners, yam cha at times square. Then went bowling with Jason at Times Square, and went for a drink till 3am. Though we knew each other for only 5 years.. so many arguments, different in our stands.. but when come problems, u are there for me to solve together.. Thank u .. Same goes for Friday, not in the mood doing anything. Hiding myself until the sun set. Went to PJ meeting up with Lina for a drink also.. That was till 11pm only which later on i rushed back meeting Shing for tea.. Oh together us were , Calvin and Nick .. It was till 12.30am only since everyone of us, got things to do the following day. Reached home and went out again when Calvin called me to Nick's house .. Well seeing him, is like seeing myself. No good to comment anything on him, coz i am no difference with him. I stay there a while only coz i afraid, the ugly side of me will be seen.. hmm.. back home sleep then.
Till today. SATURDAY .. I participate in a 7km run~ Larian Merdeka at Tasik Permaisuri. A035 is my number. It was after 3 years when i stop particiapting in any run. Bang!! The race started, plus it is raining... Is tough man.. I feel like giving up. I keep on running until i couldn't take it, i walked. The rain getting heavier. I am still walking, the urge to run was not that strong. Feel so tired dy. Until an indian gal, while running, she look back and said to me,"You can do it" . Thanks a lot. I duno her name for sure, i saw her running number only.. 6152.. I continue running for a short distance then walked back. Then comes an old man, he said in chinese " young man, so fast give up dy ar?" At first, i dont feel anything. Until the old man , say Come Young man, run ! run! don't stop . Run with me ! Join me! .. I make a move joining him in small pace. And guess what, i made to the finishing line, somemore with finishing medal. It was such a long time, since i left my high school, i yet receiving any throphy or medal. I wish to thank the old man, but i din see him after reaching the finishing line.
I got into the car. I am so delighted with the achievement, though it is not something big. I made few calls to some of my friends, I just wanna tell them, i got a medal. I wanna let them know, I wish to share this happiness with them. ha . Today tend to be a fruitful day. I find myself back. I remember the story my mentor told me about a pastor during flood times. And i know Heaven hears me. They sent people to guide me. If this time, i dun wake up, my ending will be like the pastor.. ~drown to death. ha ha. meaningful story.
One day to recover, and i will back in form. Thanks a lot to all my friends. I know my past few days act is stupid. Uploading scary pics, words, ending my life .. I knew, i still have buddies-a lot to list out ya, so u know i know la. :> I have a lot to do, oh ya.. i have a dream. my dream is never just a dream. it need me to fulfill it. Forgive for my insanity, everything i done or say. There is someone i must thank, i never know, u noted what i told u before. I even never thought, u are the one who will care and concern bout my progress, the best part, u even motivate me with words. How good if u are my warrior? ha ha. I'll be waiting till u grad and shall build a new empire. Thanks a lot Phoebe!
Later i be attending a gathering by Steven in PJ. The time is just right. I need to start all over again, is tough but i will never give up. The new story of RUN turning me into a new leaf, never give up and run forward, the result is waiting in front. See u all at the top my friends~
Nth much... Thursday worst.. Hide myself at home, doing nth. till the nite time, meeting up with my ex partners, yam cha at times square. Then went bowling with Jason at Times Square, and went for a drink till 3am. Though we knew each other for only 5 years.. so many arguments, different in our stands.. but when come problems, u are there for me to solve together.. Thank u .. Same goes for Friday, not in the mood doing anything. Hiding myself until the sun set. Went to PJ meeting up with Lina for a drink also.. That was till 11pm only which later on i rushed back meeting Shing for tea.. Oh together us were , Calvin and Nick .. It was till 12.30am only since everyone of us, got things to do the following day. Reached home and went out again when Calvin called me to Nick's house .. Well seeing him, is like seeing myself. No good to comment anything on him, coz i am no difference with him. I stay there a while only coz i afraid, the ugly side of me will be seen.. hmm.. back home sleep then.
Till today. SATURDAY .. I participate in a 7km run~ Larian Merdeka at Tasik Permaisuri. A035 is my number. It was after 3 years when i stop particiapting in any run. Bang!! The race started, plus it is raining... Is tough man.. I feel like giving up. I keep on running until i couldn't take it, i walked. The rain getting heavier. I am still walking, the urge to run was not that strong. Feel so tired dy. Until an indian gal, while running, she look back and said to me,"You can do it" . Thanks a lot. I duno her name for sure, i saw her running number only.. 6152.. I continue running for a short distance then walked back. Then comes an old man, he said in chinese " young man, so fast give up dy ar?" At first, i dont feel anything. Until the old man , say Come Young man, run ! run! don't stop . Run with me ! Join me! .. I make a move joining him in small pace. And guess what, i made to the finishing line, somemore with finishing medal. It was such a long time, since i left my high school, i yet receiving any throphy or medal. I wish to thank the old man, but i din see him after reaching the finishing line.
I got into the car. I am so delighted with the achievement, though it is not something big. I made few calls to some of my friends, I just wanna tell them, i got a medal. I wanna let them know, I wish to share this happiness with them. ha . Today tend to be a fruitful day. I find myself back. I remember the story my mentor told me about a pastor during flood times. And i know Heaven hears me. They sent people to guide me. If this time, i dun wake up, my ending will be like the pastor.. ~drown to death. ha ha. meaningful story.
One day to recover, and i will back in form. Thanks a lot to all my friends. I know my past few days act is stupid. Uploading scary pics, words, ending my life .. I knew, i still have buddies-a lot to list out ya, so u know i know la. :> I have a lot to do, oh ya.. i have a dream. my dream is never just a dream. it need me to fulfill it. Forgive for my insanity, everything i done or say. There is someone i must thank, i never know, u noted what i told u before. I even never thought, u are the one who will care and concern bout my progress, the best part, u even motivate me with words. How good if u are my warrior? ha ha. I'll be waiting till u grad and shall build a new empire. Thanks a lot Phoebe!
Later i be attending a gathering by Steven in PJ. The time is just right. I need to start all over again, is tough but i will never give up. The new story of RUN turning me into a new leaf, never give up and run forward, the result is waiting in front. See u all at the top my friends~
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hey buddy~ never give up~ look forward :)
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