hola.. finally nick declared himself s.i.c.k!! the last in the family to declare this.. been sleeping the whole day.. maybe emotionally broke down the last few days. went through lots of things. phew!!

well well.. friend of the day...Tameem from Dubai. woo hoo.. Dubai... I AM COMING in December!!!!

nite time, went out yam cha with alex lim. he was so excited sharing his 1st day work as "event co-ordinator", with a big big smile and quite or number of positive words/action came out from him. *scratching my head* thinking, this fella something wrong!! Unusual alex i known. Until he shared me the whole story, OMG.. we were laughing like hell. laugh because i find his way of expressing it, damn funny. on the work, i got no comment la.. but i like the way he talk.. I've took a picture of him. See!!

for alex: actually we decide what we wanna do. yes! maybe there are difference in terms of family restrictions but always remember we have a CHOICE! This choice is the one determine who we are. if you want people around you to change their perception on you, what u have to do is to start with a CHANGE. Change from attitude, characteristic. Future is in our hands. what we need is: COMMITMENT!. Blame, anger, frustration, being negative is not gonna HELP! Is not gonna help. Life is a game. If you play it right, in a positive way.. then the result would be positive, There is no definate, but at least chances is there. I hope this little humble opinion would help you and others.

for carol: i wont know if you see this or not but doesn't matter. i know there've been dissapointment and sadness in the past days. i dunno what else i can say. just hoping that, things will be better for u. time will heal. what you have to do is to focus on your current important stuffs.. something if is yours, then it will be yours!! never let dissapointment come again. LIVE with no regrets. cheers ya.. :)

for nicole: today is your operation day. i prayed and hope you will get well soon after this operation. tho, to you i am a bad guy, nonetheless, as far as i am concerned, i hope you will move on with happy and healthy life.. There are better guys out there..

for yenny: i am really sorry as i've been saying for so long that i'll find you yam cha/hang out together but still yet to make it happen. i would say, the timing is not right yet. anyway i've noted it and stored in my head memory.. i will be looking forward the day we hang out together ya... hiks hiks... dun sad ya :)

for nick chong/calvin: thanks for the words of encouragement and concern. I am ok now! Ready to go! We gonna make things right!! do take care and see you guys around soon. cheers.

it is 2am now.. i guess that's all for the day..is time to log off.. a brand new day is about to begin. let's welcome the day with a bright smile and live it to the max. cheers.. Nitez!! oops.. should be good morning bro's & sis... : )